anonymous said:

CS + leaving (i need something really really sad please)

A/N: I’m sorry T-T


"Swan, Swan please." His voice is broken, hoarse in his throat as he chokes back tears. 

There’s too much blood, too much blood soaking up into the ground around them, into their clothes. He’s trembling with fear, pain, anger.

"Sweetheart, look at me," he pleads. "Just a little longer, you have to stay awake-"

"You’re so handsome," she murmurs, a tear slipping gently down her cheek. "I don’t think I ever told you that."

Her voice is too quiet, too resigned, and he panics, his grip around her tightening. No. Gods, please. No, no, no!

He forces a smile, cups her cheek in his palm and trails his thumb along the line of her cheekbone — it’s an old gesture, an affectionate one that makes her close her eyes on a sigh.

"You can tell me as much as you like later, alright? Just stay with me, love-"

When she opens her eyes, they’re sad, heartbroken, scared and a whimper sounds in the back of her throat. “Henry will need you, my parents too-“

Killian shakes his head at her, chest so tight with denial he wonders it simply doesn’t implode. This isn’t happening, this is just a dream. Gods, this isn’t real! Don’t. Don’t you dare-“

"You have to promise me-" She coughs and blood spills from her lips, trickling down her chin. "Killian, please promise-" Her voice cuts out on a gasp as she continues to cough.

"Shhhh, shhh, shhh," he hushes her. "Save your strength, just look at me. Focus on me, please-"

But the truth amplifies in her eyes — there’s too much blood, her strength is fading fast, they’ve run out of time, they don’t have- He forces himself to remain calm, wild anxiety will help no one, and he has to focus all of his energy on her — on willing her to live, on willing her to stay. She grows colder by the second, paler with each breath, and the anguish of being so helpless is unbearable for him.

"I love you," she whispers. "I love you so much. You and Henry, you are the very best parts of me." She grasps at the hand on her face, fingers curling around his wrist and holding him in place. "I’m sorry."

"I’ll have none of this from you," he snaps. "You hear me? Stubborn lass that you are, and you pick now of all times to-" His thought is interrupted by the sob that tears from his throat. "Fight, damn it! You have to fight, Swan!”

She gives him a weak a smile. “I’m trying. I’m so tired, Killian. So tired-“

Her eyes droop and he shakes her awake. No! “Emma, Emma Swan. I love you — with all that I have and all that I am and all that I will ever be-“

"I know, God, I know-

"Do not go where I cannot follow. Please, love. Stay with me, just stay-"

I don’t want to leave, I would stay with you forever if I could. You have to know that.”

His tears are mingled with hers now, dripping onto her wet cheeks as he does his best to brush them away. She’s slipping from him, he can feel it with every strangled breath and he is so utterly lost. The light in him, the one that burns so only because of her, dims as she continues to fade and all he can do is hold her, cherish her, love her, the words soft on his lips over and over — I love you, Swan. I love you.


anonymous said:

CS+ too much sex in one day :)

A/N: I’m sorry if I made you cry this morning xD


Holy fuck,” she hisses, collapsing next to him on the bed. 

She’s dizzy, little white dots dancing along the edges of her vision while her chest aches, rising and falling something fierce from the strain of pulling air into her lungs. Her skin is humming, and she thinks it might actually be glowing, but given her state, she could just be imagining it.

"That makes seven now, aye?" he wonders, pants matching to time with her breaths as he glances over at her.

"It’s not even…2:00 PM yet. Can you…feel your toes? I can’t feel my toes," she manages to gasp out. 

Bloody hell,” he mutters. “I can’t feel much of anything if I’m to be truthful.”

He smiles, a goofy, soft sort of smile that makes her giggle because holy shit — she never imagined she’d spend her weekend having marathon sex with Captain Hook (and some damn fantastic sex at that). 

(What the hell is her life?)

"Hey, at least the day is over half done! We only have ten hours until midnight." She doesn’t know whether to laugh or be proud at the whimper that slips from his lips.

Killian shakes his head at her. “Swan, I can’t-“

She shifts, throwing her leg over him as she cuddles close and rests her cheek against his shoulder. She traces idle patterns over his heart, loves the quick ba-dump thumps under her fingertips (loves knowing that she is the cause of them). She tilts her head up to press her lips against the underside of his jaw.

"You can." She nibbles along the strong line until her teeth can sink into the soft, sensitive skin of his earlobe. "You must.”

I’m not a machine, love!

"What happened to ‘I love a challenge’?” The near panic in his voice does make her laugh and she lifts her head to quirk an amused brow at him. “Are you really going to let an Evil Queen and an Outlaw win this bet?”

He contemplates her for a long moment, blue eyes dark in the light of her room, and just when she thinks he’s going to say, why yes, Swan, damn right I am, he swears like a sailor then abruptly rolls over her and presses her into the mattress. 

"Ten hours, you said?"

Her hands trail up the strong lines of his muscled arms and she grins at him. “Only ten measly hours.”

He kisses her firmly on the mouth, sighing as he pulls away and begins to crawl down her body, one hand inching down her leg to grasp her knee and draw it over his shoulder. “Can you feel your toes now?”

She arches instinctively when he presses a kiss to her inner thigh, when the hot breath of his mouth suddenly hits her core. “Yes.”

"Good." He hitches her other leg over his other shoulder. "Because you won’t again in another few minutes."

Emma braces herself, holds his mischievous gaze and combs her fingers through his hair. “Do your worst, pirate.”

And he does, he really, really does.

(God fucking bless.)


i would just like to point out something as someone who is fluent in korean

english subs NO MATTER HOW FUCKING WELL DONE THEY ARE  will contain mistakes and inaccuracy. 

things said in korean will not be articulated well into english only because the korean language can formulate sentences that are just not translatable exactly into english

and this goes with any language ok? 

but some of you guys need to stop taking english subs so seriously and consider that the korean language is just hard to translate sometimes. 

things said in korean can come out as rude and inconsiderate in english so don’t judge anyone by what you just read off of subs. 

become a bit more openminded. 

thanks. that’s all i want to say. 

We love how you are indifferent to normalcy. We love how you give away free coffee to people and chat with them. We love the crinkles around your eyes when you smile. We love the way you love us. We love you, Misha.

How I will raise my kids.

1.) My daughter will never be taught that a boy being mean to her means that he likes her.

2.) My son will not be taught to make fun of a girl if he likes her. He will be taught to be nice to her and try to be her friend.

3.) My daughter will never be shamed for her body. She will never see me shaming MY body. A girl with a confident mother, has a good idea of what body positivity is at a young age. She will never see me shame another woman for what she looks like.

4.) I dare my son to call her fat or ugly. That thought should barely cross his mind. But if it does, he’ll keep his comments to himself.

5.) Sex will not be taboo. it will not be strange to talk about. They will understand it, how it works, and there bodies once they’re mature enough.

6.) My daughter will never feel less of a person for having sex. She will be taught to never let a comment like “slut” or “whore” keep her from doing a completely natural thing. She’ll understand that she can come to me when she is ready, and I will give her the protection she needs.

7.) If my son calls a girl a slut or treats a girl with less respect because of the amount of partners she has, he can say goodbye to all his friends and all his stuff became that just won’t be tolerated.

8.) Consent will be taught by the time they can walk. My daughter has the rights to her body. She can say “please don’t touch me” without being scared or uncomfortable. My son will be taught to always ask to hug a girl or touch a girl in any ways. Sexually or not, consent will be extremely important.

9.) My son and daughter will understand that depression runs in the family. That there is absolutely no shame in asking for help.

10.) yelling and hitting doesn’t solve anything. Yelling will be kept to a minimum and hitting is what cavemen do.

11.) if my son wants to do ballet, he can do ballet. If he wants to wear pink, sparkly shoes, he can wear pink, Sparkly shoes. If he hates pink and only likes monster trucks and wrestling, then that’s the coolest thing ever. He can be whoever he wants and that’s amazing.

12.) My daughter can play t-ball and she can wear her dads or brothers clothes. She can tell me she absolutely hates piano lessons and refuses to wear a dress on picture day. I won’t tell her she isn’t girly or feminine enough. I won’t tell her she looks like boy as if it’s a bad thing.

13.) Sexuality and gender expression is encouraged and nothing you are or choose to be regarding either is bad. If my son comes to me saying he’s Gay, I’ll hug him and say I’m proud. If my daughter comes home holding Susie Q’s hand, I’ll hug them both and say I’m proud. We will celebrate when they realize who they are. Straight and cisgendered included.

14.) They will be raised to be tolerant, but to stand up for what’s wrong. Other people having different opinions is okay. No matter how ridiculous it is. other religions are okay. No religion is okay. conservative opinions or liberal opinions are okay. It’s not okay when those opinions lead to wrong-doing and hateful comments.

15.) Neither of them are ever going to think that when a female has sex, she will get “loose.” They will have a complete understanding of the human body and how it works when they’re old enough. They will have correct and healthy sex and body education.*