I wrote a letter to ‘A’ this morning on the bus. It was wierd, letting every thought flow out like it used to be so easy. I was nervous, just sitting on the bus alone, and listening to everyone chatter away and catch up and banter on about how their summer was. While I, on the other hand, sat by myself, took out my iPod’s notepad and wrote and wrote and wrote.
When we got to school, it was nice seeing everyone again. Even everyone knew people weren’t looking forward to coming back to school, it was so easy to tell that they loved seeing old friends’ faces.
I gave Bess is late birthday present and got a late present from Patricia. ^^ bess ended up wearing my present today. (’:
My classes weren’t entirely bad either. Although, I have to admit that every teacher I ended up having was being way too anal about the rules. My CS class, for one, I didn’t know anyone in there, like a few other of my classes. I didnt end up getting AP world history, which annoyed me, i guess. But maybe I’ll ask about it tomorrow. And like last year, I once again have spread apart classrooms and too far to walk in between.. My Spanish teacher asked about my sister. So I guess I can expect to be compared to how good she was in class, this year.
Mr. Gearhart’s class is officially my favorite. Although it’s not the same classroom anymore, and there isn’t art club anymore, he’s still a lot more chill compared to everyone else.
I ended up sleeping on the bus next to JC, and walked home alone, since no one used to walk my way home besides the old seniors.
I’m tired now. Just thinking about seeing old faces and how much they changed and drifted. and how much it sucks that my Atech girls and Bess and I arent together for most of our classes or lunch. And how much I’ll have to step up my game to get those straight A’s I’m aiming for those year, and how I’m gonna have to majorly suck up to a few of my teachers who already don’t seem to like me..
Uuugh, a day in the year and Im already this tired? At this point, I think I’m down for a nap next to Rose and C afterschool everyday, and the few hours I get to spend doing keyclub stuff for fun and hours.
What is life.