My apology to those who waiting reply from me (inbox, email, or maybe other sites). I need some time to pull myself together I got overwhelmed with uncomfortable feelings lately (5 times close to delete my blog and close my galleries) which I trying to overcome… somehow.
This issue I been battling against since 3-4 years already and grown a bad habit of disappearing without word (and trace) for few month, half a year, a year and often nuked all traces behind myself and start everything from scratch. I trying to be smarter this time, but it is hard when those feelings come to me causing stress, making me nervous and chocked and making my mood waving rapidly from very good to very bad.
I hope I did not say anything to anyone lately could make them feel uncomfortable or hurt.