Forget about him…
He broke your heart. He hurt you, so stop trying to reach him. You’re sitting alone inside your room, hugging a pillow with your knees tucked up, while you’re thinking of him, you better stop wasting your time and effort thinking of him while he’s probably thinking of another girl. You’re losing sleep waiting for his reply on your message that was sent early this morning because he didn’t even find time to read your message because he’s busy having a deep and sweet conversation with another girl. Stop visiting his page and read his posts that’s probably dedicated to his girl. You’re crying over him who’s probably making his girl smile right now.
You are just wasting your time. You deserve better. Things happen for a reason. There is someone better waiting for you.I know it hurts every time you breathe, it hurts every part of your body, but your heart. Your heart is the most damaged. It is broken. And it feels like there is nothing left. But let me tell you. It will be fix, maybe not now, but eventually. You are allowed to miss him. You are allowed to be sad about it. You are allowed to feel every emotion because those feelings are yours to feel and those memories are yours to reminisce. But then again, what you are not allowed is wasting your life just because of him. You are not allowed to throw your life just because he chose to walk out from your life. You are not allowed to be so miserable just because he made you feel that it is not worth being with you anymore. You are not allowed to destroy your life just because you think you will never be good enough to anyone. You are not allowed to stop your life and destroy your future just because you keep on wanting to take something from the past.
Maybe, he is not the one for you. Forget about him. It’ll take some time to stop loving him, but wait patiently and someone better will come.