When I was a kid I had OCD but I didn’t know until later on. Then again I don’t clinically know or care. But It must’ve been mild because the worse that happened was me slicing my finger on a box cutter. I kicked the ritualistic habit out early when I mentally collapsed. I couldn’t sustain the universe I created and the weight of keeping everyone alive bore down on my shoulders. I accepted that it was okay for this to happen. I learnt that it was okay to die. I accepted the impending death of myself, family and then said universe. I closed my eyes and waited and nothing happened, and I was free… But these days I noticed when I’m stressed or agitated, there are still traces left in my brain. It manifests itself in an addiction issue. Anything can easily become an addiction. Over eating, over art-ing, over thinking. It’s a subtle trace but it’s there. This sketch project was one of many personal life discipline goals I had and I’m bringing this up because I’m also curious how erasing or embracing these character weaknesses will affect my art, drive and visions in the future. I’m hoping to make some monumental brain shifting as the first 365 days come to a close. I also don’t think it’s a coincidence that everything I do artistically is like a juggernaught approach. But I think that’s the positive side of the addictive drive to conquer goals and complete things. #day 247 #daily #sketch #challenge #art #illustration #sketching #drawing #doodle #ink #rapidograph #universe #addiction #blueberrymuffin #knowthyself #andshizz

These are my two possible submission for Fairy Tail Global Guild d’art.

I worked really hard on these because I would die if I got to be able to be in the volume WITH ALL THE GRU.VIA MOMENTS IN TARTARUS ARC! Thinking POSITIVELY, I will submit these without the watermark after it gets into the guild d’art!

I’m kind of paranoid because everyone else’s guild d’art entries is colored really nice but isn’t it supposed to be grayscale? I mean all the previous one were so???? 

Sorry I had to watermark it. I recently got my  first art theft so I’m super paranoid that someone might take this and submit it as their own.  

Also, sorry I’m still on hiatus because I have a shizz load of tests.

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Lonely, vaguely pedophilic swing set seeks the butts of children," I said.

He laughed. “That’s why.”

"What?"

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