∗* feels like home — sehun & naeun.

it had been months— senior year is bound to end in a couple of months and yet sehun feels as if he isn’t read to bid goodbye. high school had never been a second home like it claimed itself to be though good memories had been stocked up in every corner of the hall. through homecomings and football games, ex-girlfriends and failed exams; none of it would have had added value had it not been for his best friend.

it hasn’t been easy coping up with the devastating death and a part of him is traumatized for what happened. he wasn’t supposed to be taken away so quickly, not when he had so many dreams built at the forth for himself. he hasn’t touched a single can of beer since the night the news broke out, cursing it as the cause along the careless driver that struck the car he was driving.

they say saturdays are rest days but not today— it’s his birthday and regardless of the rainy weather and the musky road, he has to come and visit him at the graveyard. it’s the only way he’ll feel satiated. 

— tick, tock, tracker.

i’m getting to my replies and have caught up in all the messages on my inbox. if you did not receive anything from me, it’s probably because i never got your reply. feel free to resend them or bother me on aim instead.



  • ekxmjessica: holiday blues ]
  • sxdeumssooah: miles from approval ]
  • mcofrpsjackson: best christmas gift ]
  • eulrinsoojung: girl next door ]

* a small note to self regarding muses that haven’t been added to my list yet: victoria, jessica, jinhyuk, sooah ]

★ tracker
i'm waiting for you.
(let me know if i missed anything):
  • kanariis  ♦ starter : jongdae }
  • eulrin ♦ starter : hyeri }
  • soojoorps ♦ summer nights : noah }—  like a breeze : taekwoon }— under surveillance : woobin }— an exercise in restraint : jinhyuk }— out of sight : hoya  }
  • plxliar ♦ the other side : jackson }
  • mcofrps ♦ boulevard of broken dreams : dae-eun }—  the unexpected : kangjoon }— bound yet broken : jinwoon }
  • jennisnotrping ♦ working late : joon }— awkward coincidences : jonghyun }— try me : yongguk } 
  • goldendonny ♦ letters from home : jaehyun }
you're waiting for me.
  • ekxm ♦ sweet holiday : minhyuk }—  press conference : do ha }
  • eulrin ♦ it’s not illegal somewhere : byunghun }
  • hongbeanrps ♦  online ‘dating’ : minho }—adolescent hormones : sanghyuk }
 we're making memories.
 what i need to work on.
  • yugyeom (avatar muse)
  • daehyun (daddy muse)
  • new ‘stories’ page