Warning: this imagine
mentions a one brief sentence of suicide, which may be triggering for some,
please if it bothers you do not read!!!
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It was finally Halloween, and like every year, you were
saddened by the thought. today although was filled with laughing children going
from house to house asking for candy in their costumes, it was the day that
Calum would leave like he always does.
Except this time was different because according to Calum,
today would also be the last year you would ever see him. You were still trying
to wrap your mind around the thought that Calum had been a ghost for 427 years,
looking for his soulmate, keeping his promise to find her in the afterlife, and
it just so happened that his soulmate was you. You were alive, and he was
ghost, you barely realized that you did in fact love Calum, but now that would
be taken from you.
He told you that he could feel something tugging his soul,
something pulling him away from you, something that he didn’t know what it was,
but now the tugging was stronger than ever, so strong that he felt that maybe
he wouldn’t be able to resist it long
enough to see you for another year.
You just couldn’t process that either, it was unfair, it was
unfair that the person that you knew was your soulmate was going to be taken
from you; your best friend that you looked forward to seeing each year would be
gone as well. You just couldn’t accept that, you couldn’t accept that the one
person you wanted wouldn’t be in your life anymore.
“(Y/N), you should be out there with your friends”, Calum
said noticing that you were invited out for Halloween, yet you refused to go to
“No, I refuse to spend our last day with anyone but you”,
you said approaching your bed as Calum sat near your desk.
Calum looked at you, his face hurt at you mention his last
day, he himself didn’t know what would happen after today, and it scared him. He
was already dead, where else would he end up going, he heard that ghost’s leave
when they find their peace, but where do they leave, or do they cease to exist?
But Calum knew that it was something bound to happen, he
accepted the fact that one day he might not be in your life, leaving him to
make your own life, but he couldn’t think of him not watching over you.
“But you have to learn to be without me (Y/N), I mean it’s
going to happen”, he said not sounding happen either.
“But I don’t want to learn Calum, I want you here with me”,
you said looking down, not wanting him to see how broken you were.
Silence filled the room as you both let the thought sink in.
you heard Calum sigh as he walked towards you. He crouched down in front of
you. His cold hand gently touched your skin, making you shiver, he caressed it
tenderly treating you like a fine piece of glass, and even if his hands were as
cold as ice, you could still feel your face heat up with a blush. His hand
lifted your face, making you look up at him, his eyes were as sad as yours, his
brown eyes having less shine than usual, he looked like he wanted to cry, but
so did you.
Calum leaned his forehead against yours, letting your body
heat mix with his coldness. In this small moment you were both imprinting the
memory into your minds, you burned this memory into your mind. Remembering the
way that Calum’s cold face was shaped, the way the lines of his face were so
strong, the way his hands felt against your face, calloused yet soft, you were
basically trying to remember everything about him, because this would be the
last day that you would see him.
The very thought was making your vision clouded with tears
that you didn’t even know were there. Why was it that someone so amazing, was
going to be taken from you, why? It just didn’t seem fair to you. Calum’s cold
fingers gently wiped your tears, as he pressed his lips against yours. The
coldness from his lips seeping onto your warm lips, making them tingle, with
the contrast of the temperature. Each kiss did feel like déjà vu, reminding you
of some past where you would kiss him like the way you were doing now.
Your hands wrapped around his neck, pulling him close to
you. Your hands buried themselves on his hair, bringing him closer to deepen
your kiss. His hands trailed down from cheeks, leaving a trail of ice that felt
that it was burning the skin underneath, each movement making your body shiver
with delight. His hands snaked around your waist, grabbing you firmly before he
stood up, bringing you up with him, before he sat down, and letting you
straddle his lap, as his lips continued to kiss yours.
Calum broke the kiss, leaning his head against yours,
letting his cold breath fan your face.
“I will always love you (Y/N), no matter what happens to
me”, he whispered to you.
“Calum, don’t say that, please there has to be a way for you
to stay here… with me”, you said hoping that you wouldn’t start crying again.
“I would like that (Y/N), but this was going to happen one
day, I just didn’t think it would happen like this”, he admitted.
“You knew that you were going to leave me?” you asked.
“No… I promised that I would never leave you, but one day I
knew that you were going to leave me, but I hoped that I would still be around,
keeping an eye on you, making sure that you were safe”, he said placing a small
kiss on your forehead.
“why would I ever leave you Calum, I love you”, you said
holding his face in your hands, making him look into your eyes so that he would
know that you weren’t lying, that you truly did love him, and nothing would
ever make you think otherwise.
“Because you have a life to live”, he said flatly, “you’re
alive, you’re going to get older, and I’m going to stay the same age. I can’t
give you a life that you want (Y/N), I can’t take you out on dates, I can’t
marry you, I can’t even give you a family, I can’t do anything normal. And I
don’t want to be the reason that you deny yourself any of those things. I knew
that one day I would have to let you go, let you live your life, find someone
who will love you as much as I can, and let you spend your life with them, but
I hoped I would still be around, but I guess not”, he said with a saddened
You couldn’t imagine a life without Calum, you really
couldn’t. Calum had been a part of your life, he was the big brother that you
never had as a child, he your best friend growing up, and now he was the man
that you had fallen in love with, in some way Calum shaped you to who you are,
he taught you to value time, since your time was so limited with him, so you
made every second count, since you realized that a day passed by really
quickly, and so did a month. You honest couldn’t see Calum not be in your
But now that he wasn’t going to be a part of it, what where
you to do?
“What if I join you?” you whispered.
“What do you mean?” he asked not sure where you were going
“What if I became like you, then we wouldn’t be apart, and
spend an eternity together, I could…”
“Don’t you even dare think that (Y/N)?!” he said raising his
voice, mad that you would even consider such a ludicrous thought. “I don’t want
you to become like me, I don’t want to be a reason that you end your life. Do
you know how much pain that would cause everyone, I can’t be a reason for you
to stop living”, he said his eyes looking straight into yours.
“no buts, I want you to live your life (Y/N), I want you to
live the life that we were both robbed centuries ago, I might not have gotten a
second chance in life like you did, but I’m not going to let you throw it away
for me. Besides what if you don’t end up where I’m going, I don’t even know
where I’m going after this, and if you do become a ghost, you would hate it,
being surrounded by people every day, but no one paying attention to you,
watching everyone around you grow older, seeing them grow from children to
happy people with their new families, and you can’t do the same, you would feel
so alone in a place so full of people, especially since I know I won’t be
there. Just promise me you won’t do that, please don’t, (Y/N), you have so much
to live for trust me”, he said kissing your lips.
“But you won’t be there”, you said still being stubborn at
“I know but that still isn’t enough of a reason, nothing
should be a reason for you to do consider it”, he said reaching for your hands,
interlacing his fingers with yours, letting your fire meet his ice.
You looked up at the clock, two hours till midnight, two
hours before you would lose him to some unknown thing. You felt your chest
tighten, but you weren’t going to spend your last hour just crying, you would
do that after, right now you just want to see him smile, wanting to burn the
image of his smile into your memory.
“What is your favorite memory of us?” you asked him trying
to make his last moment filled with happy fond memories.
“In this life or our previous one?” he said tilting his head
to the side.
“Both”, you answered.
“Well in our past life, we both were one day playing in the fields;
I think we were like eight or ten. We were just playing, till we both got
tired, and sat down in a field of flowers. You were trying to make a flower
crown, but you just couldn’t get it right, it kept falling apart. You grew
frustrated, and since my sister had taught me to make them, I made one for you.
You were so jealous of me and teasing me that I was a girl, but I just smiled
and continued making the flower crown. When I was finally finished I placed it
on your head, and you just smiled so widely, and hugged me. I felt so happy, I
think that’s the moment I realized that I loved you because then I reached down
for a few more flowers and stems, and made you a flower ring, and I asked if you
would marry me”, he said with a smile.
“What did I say?” you said with your own smile.
“you said no”, he said letting out a laugh, another thing
for you to burn into your memory, “you said that we were too young to get
married, that only adults can get married, and you didn’t want my cooties”, he
said tickling your sides, “but you still kept the ring” he said with a smile.
“How about you tell me more stories of our old life”, you
said wanting to know how in another life, you had actually grew up with Calum.
“You sure?” he asked.
“Yes, I want to know more” you said as you lay down on your
bed, patting the space next to you so he could rest beside you.
He smiled, climbing onto your bed. He laid right next to
you, smiling as you snuggled into him, he placed his arm around your shoulders
holding you close, telling you days of you and him spending days out in the fields
just playing, the small dates you and him went on, so much that if felt like a
fairy tale that you heard as a child.
He finished telling another story and looked at the time,
two minutes till midnight. You felt you heart pang at knowing it was almost
time to let him go. Calum looked at the time, seeing he force a smile, at look
at you as he let out a sigh at knowing that he was leaving.
You both stood up, as he quickly brought you to a hug. Your body
instantly felt cold, but for some reason it wasn’t as cold as other times, for
some reason it felt warmer, or maybe you just didn’t care at all, or maybe your
body was already used to the cold seeing as you cuddled with him for the last
hour. His arms tightened around you, almost as if he was also burning the
memory into his mind, taking the memory of the way your body felt against his
to where ever he was going. Your arms wrapped around him, holding him tight,
hoping that your hug would be enough for him to stay.
“I’m going to miss you Calum”, you whispered into his shirt.
“I’m going to miss you too (Y/N)”, he said as he kissed the
top of your head.
You looked up at Calum as he leaned down to press a kiss
onto you, his lips not as cold as before either. This one kiss was so innocent,
his lips just pressing against yours, letting you remember the shape of his
lips and how soft they felt against yours, the way that they were so full and
You both parted knowing you had less than a minute left,
wanting to see him one last time before he vanished.
“Promise me that you will live your life, for the both of us…
enjoy it please”, he said with pained smile.
“I promise”, you said to him with smile even if you starting
to tear up.
“Promise me that you will be happy”, he said with his own
tears running down his face.
“I promise to try”, you said with a smile.
You looked down, seeing his feet starting to disappear. It was
finally midnight, October was over, meaning you wouldn’t be able to see him
anymore, and you wouldn’t be able to see him ever, since he was leaving for
good. He looked down knowing that his time with you was up, he smiled, because
despite of how heartbreaking this moment was, he was still grateful. He was
grateful because at least he finally found you after searching for you for
centuries, that at least he spent his last years watching over you and taking care
of you like he promised you he would. Grateful that the love of his life, still
loved him even in this life, he couldn’t be sad because of that.
“I love you Calum Hood”, you said kissing his lips seeing as
how most of his body was nearly gone or transparent.
His kiss lingered for a moment before he pulled away, his
face almost transparent.
“I love you too (Y/N)”, he said as his face disappeared from
Calum Hood was gone.
You finally broke out into tears, your knees no longer
holding your weight as you fell in crushing sadness. You remembered that as a child
you would watch movies of princesses finding their true love, and deep down you
wanted the same, you wanted your happily ever after. And your happily ever
after, was with Calum, but he was gone, you felt robbed.
You promised Calum you would live your life and be happy,
and you would do just that, but right now that just seemed so difficult to do,
right now that seemed like the highest mountain to exist and you wondered how
you would even get to the top of it. It was almost ironic, Calum told you that
you made him promise you things, and now Calum made you promise. It was funny
how the roles have switched, but that still wouldn’t bring him back.
Not knowing what else do to, you climbed into bed, still
feeling the cold spot of where Calum was lying on your bed, as you cried
yourself to sleep.
Calum knew that he had to give in, there was no point in
resisting it any longer, and he felt the tugging of his soul guiding him
somewhere he didn’t know. The empty abyss pulling him to who knows where, but
unlike other times he went with the flow. He wondered what was beyond this,
where do ghosts go after all of this. He was going to find out.
But something about this dark abyss was changing, the
darkness that he was in was getting brighter, the area that was once black
where now shades of grey that were slowly turning into shades of white. This was
But what surprised Calum most of all was he himself felt
warm… warmer than usual as well as feeling a weight on his chest that was
completely unknown to him.
What was happening to him?
WELL THAT WAS PART 5,
HOPEFULLY IT WASN’T TOO BAD PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.
THERE WILL BE A PART
6, WHICH WILL BE THE LAST PART OF THE GHOST Calum SERIES, I WILL HONESTLY TRY
TO HAVE IT UP AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
Honestly not going to
lie, I actually felt a little sad writing this, like usually I don’t feel sad
when I write sad things, since I used to do it so often, but this time I’m like,
wow I actually feel my heart breaking.
Idk I think that weird,
is it weird?
SO WHAT DO YOU ALL
THINK, I REALLY WANT TO HEAR YOUR OPINIONS ON IT, IS IT GOOD OR NAH…
LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK