Request by xvickix: Hey Can you do an school imagine and Thomas is the reader twin brother & is best friend with newt. Newt likes the reader but he doesn’t want to ruin his friendship with Thomas. The reader is best friend with Sonya & Teresa & they keep telling her that newt like her & she doesn’t believe them as he is a popular kid. Can you do it where the reader has panic attacks & she is always cold and newt is the only one there when she get really cold and start having a panic attack & he try to comfort her.
Hope you like it! :) (I know the title sucks hahah couldn’t think of one. If you think of a better title message me and i’ll change it!!)
“We are going to be LATE!” Thomas your twin yells at you throwing your backpack at you.
“Alright I’m coming!!” You say struggling with your shoe. Someone outside keeps honking at you guys to hurry up and its getting bloody annoying.
“Can you tell that friend of yours to shut up. We’re going!” You say running back into the kitchen to grab some quick breakfast.
“Its Newt and we got to go!” Thomas yells running out the door. You stop in your tracks.
You run out after him trying to get to the car first. Breakfast would have to be sacrificed.
To sit next to Newt.
You had the biggest crush on your brothers best friend, ever since the second grade when Thomas Newt and you had all been in the same class. One of the mean kids Gally had made fun of you and Thomas being twins saying that you looked just like a boy. Newt had stood up for you that day and here you are seven years later and you were head over heals for the guy.
You were determined to get to that car first. Unfortunately Thomas was captain of the track team so of course beat you to it.
“Shotgun!” Thomas yells before you even have a chance and jumps in next to Newt.
Are you fricken kidding me.
Grumbling you jump into the back and throw on your headphones giving your brother the death stare.
He just smirks at you.
“Hey Y/n.” Newt says smiling at you threw the front mirror. You smile back and look down before the blood can rush to your cheeks.
Trying your best to avoid conversation so you don’t make a fool out of yourself in front of your crush you blast your music and look out the window.
Hurry up y/n. I think honking the horn for the third time hoping that she would run out before Thomas so she could sit next to me.
I watch as their front door swings open and to my dismay its just Thomas reaching the car just before Y/n.
Y/n groans and gets in the back.
Say something to her. I shout at myself.
“Hey y/n.” I say smiling. She give me a small smile back then throws on her headphones. I sigh if only she got here first.
The car ride consisted of Thomas talking about his next track meet with Minho and how he was determined to been the state champ. Minho had won that title every year, but Thomas was catching up thats for sure. Every once and a while when I new Thomas wasn’t paying attention I glance back at y/n.
She looks so beautiful with her headphones on leaning against the window as if she had no care in the entire world.
If there was one thing I loved best about her was how she never cared what anyone thought of her she was confident in who she was.
Finally we get to school and I park. Thomas sees Minho and goes running off after the kid leaving y/n and I by the car.
“Thanks for the ride Newt.” She says smiling I wrap and arm around her.
“No problem y/n! My pleasure.” I say pulling her closer. She giggles and turns away a bit.
Made things awkward good job Newt. I remove my arm and smile at her she just smiles back. Then I notice she’s looking behind me and her smile grows bigger.
“Teresa! Sonya! Over here!” She waves them over and then turns to me.
“Thanks again Newt see you after school!” She yells to me as she runs over to them.
Yeah see you later Beautiful. I think shoving my hands into my pockets and limping off after Thomas and Minho.
I had been in love with y/n ever since the day I met her. Ok well maybe a little after that because I don’t think second grade me could love anyone. It was in the sixth grade when one night me her and Thomas had spent the night on the roof of her house. Thomas had dozen off and it was just me and her looking at the stars.
Yeah that was definitely the moment.
The way her eyes admired the sky how she pointed out each and every constellation to me. That was the moment I realized I loved her.
I had been thinking about asking Thomas for a while if I could go out with her but there were a few problems about that.
One. Thomas was EXTREMELY protective over his sister. Even though they were twins he always acted like the big protective brother. Although it was funny y/n was technically older by one minute.
Two. If things did go wrong not only would I lose her I would definitely lose Thomas as a friend and he had been my best friend since the second grade.
Frankly I’m not sure what I would do without both of them in my life.
But I couldn’t hold it in any longer I needed her to be mine. Or I just needed her to know how I felt about her.
“Hey limpy.” Minho mocks throwing an arm around me.
“I told you to stop calling me that!” I grumble. Ever since I hurt my leg last year in track I walked with a limp, the damn thing. I was the state champion till I hurt it now its the Minho show.
“Aww come on you know I’m kidding.” Minho says laughing and Thomas comes up on the other side of me also wrapping an arm around me leaving me sqished between the two jocks.
“Stop calling him that Minho.” He yells then turns to me smiling.
“See this is why Thomas is my favorite.” I say smiling.
“Wow! I’m offended truly.” Minho gasps pretending to be hurt.
Thomas and I both laugh.
“Oooo Brenda at six o’clock bye!” Minho spints off.
“Stay away from my girl!” Thomas takes off after him but I grab him before he can run.
“Newt.” He whines pointing at Brenda.
“I know I just need to ask you something.” I say begging him to wait a minute.
“Fine make it quick.” He grumbles eyeing Minho carefully.
“IReallyAmInLoveWithYourSisterCanYouPleaseLetHerGoOutWIthMe.” I ramble quickly
“What?” He asks clearly confused
“Look Thomas.” I say running a hand threw my hair. “I think… No I know I’m in love with your sister and I’m asking if its ok if I can go out with her.”
“My best friend.” He says pointing at me. “And my sister.” He says pointing at himself.
“Together?” He asks clearly in shock.
“Yes Tommy thats what I’m asking for.” I say tapping my foot.
“My sister and my best friend.” He repeats.
“Tommy Yes! Now what do you say?” I ask the suspense killing me.
He grabs my coller and throws me into a locker.
Ok I was not expecting that.
“Ok listen up. This is MY sister we are talking about. If you EVER hurt her I don’t care if your my best friend I will ruin you.” He spits glaring at me.
“Tommy calm down I’m never going to hurt her I love her to much.” He slowly lets go at me.
“MY BEST FRIEND AND MY SISTER!” Suddenly there is a huge smile on his face and he is… hugging me.
“What is happening?” I ask terrified. He just laughs.
“You should have seen your face.” He says dying of laughter.
“But seriously if you hurt her I hurt you. Ok?” He says patting my shoulder.
“I would never hurt her Tommy. I love her.” I say once again.
“Yeah you do!” He says beaming like a little boy on christmas morning. “Go get her you little rascal!” He ruffles my hair and i glare at him.
“Now where did the hoe go?” He says looking around.
“You mean minho?” I ask holding back a laugh.
“Thats what I said!” He says while he runs off to Brenda.
Time to go get my girl. I think to my self a big smile finding its way to my face.
“Did you see the way he was looking at you!” Sonya exclaims jumping up and down.
“And the way he put his arm around you!” Teresa squeals clasping her hands together.
“Guys he doesn’t like me ok?” You say rolling your eyes. “He is Thomas best friend and can totally do better then me. Besides he is the most popular kid in school all the girls love him. He can have any girl he wants. I’m not that girl.” You look down.
“Girl are you serious!?” Sonya yells putting her hands on your shoulders.
“He is in love with you!” She yells in your face.
“Do I need to spell it out!” She shakes you and you laugh.
“Guys be cool.” You slip out of her grasp and Teresa puts an arm around your shoulders and the other over Sonya’s.
“Lets get to class. Newts there so you have something to look forward to!” She squeals in your ear causing you to wince.
Yes these two goof balls were your best friends.
Smiling you walk to class together.
English went on as a bore as everyone presented their projects. You spent most of the time admiring Newt.
His god damn sexy accent.
Everything about him was perfect…
“Y/N!” You snap up and see the teacher looking right at you smiling.
“You ready to present?” She asks and you freeze. Looking around everyone is staring at you.
You glance over at Teresa begging for help with your eyes.
“I’ll go Mrs. Smith!” Teresa says raising her hand.
“No y/n will go.” The teacher insists looking at you once more. Teresa looks at you worry in her eyes. Slowly you get up and walk to the front of the room.
Public speaking was never your thing.
You couldn’t do it you panic every single time.
Taking a deep breath you try to start but when you open your mouth nothing comes out.
“I…” You squeak. Everyone’s eyes are on you and you feel your throat start to close up.
“Looks like the little boy’s scared.” You hear Gally mock, him still using that nickname from the second grade.
Everyone starts to laugh.
Tears start to form in your eyes.
The teacher is yelling at them to stop but they won’t.
You glance at Newt who looks at you pure pity and worry written over his face. You look at Sonya who is desperately trying to get people to shut up along with Teresa…
Its all to much.
You run out of the room. Tears come the minuet you leave and run outside.
You shivering. It so cold all the sudden, freezing cold and you can’t breath. Finally unable to move any further you clasps on the ground behind one of the trees in the school yard.
Crying uncontrollably and fighting for breath your shaking like crazy.
So cold. So cold. You think the world is spinning and you feel like your losing everything. You can’t feel, see, or hear anything.
Then, you feel something a hand on your shoulder and warms is slightly radiated threw your body.
“Y/n. y/n! Calm calm love.” You look up to see Newt crouched down next to you.
“Newt…” You able to croak out but it hurts to much to speak.
“Y/n oh God calm love. Breathe with me.” He pulls you onto his lap and you are overloaded with senses.
He is warm. His warmth penetrates through the cold that penetrated your body. He wraps himself around you like a blanket and rubs your arms.
“Breathe with me love. One in. Two out.” He says his voice is fuzzy and he is all blurry.
“It… hurts…” Is all our able to manage.
One. In. Two. Out.
You try. So hard but you just start to hyperventilate instead.
“Breathe love please.” Newt says his face against your neck.
You heart is hurting and your lungs are screaming from the irregular breaths.
All the sudden you feel something on your lips and you hold your breath.
Its Newt. He… He’s kissing you.
Once you realize this you kiss back the panic starts to slip away and its just him and you.
Soon your lungs fail you and you pull away taking one deep breath in the process.
“There. Breathe love. breathe with me.” You stare into his eyes his beautiful eyes and breathe in and out in rhythm with him.
“There you go y/n. Thats it.” He whispers to you stroking your cheek and whipping your tears away.
“Thank you.” You whimper burying your face in his neck.
The shaking stops and your sense return.
You can hear his heart beat.
See his arms wrapped around your fragile body.
Feel his warmth, his touch.
Your aware of everything he is doing to you.
Slowly you lift your head up and look at him. His cheeks are a light shade of pink and he reaches up to place a peace of hair that had fallen in front of your face behind you ear.
“You ok?” He whispers as if not to break you.
“I’m ok.” You whisper back. You sit there staring into each others eyes.
“Newt?” You ask him.
“Y/n.” He says continuing to stroke your cheek.
“The kiss.” You say wondering why he did it.
“I didn’t know w…what to do. I…It seemed like the only w..way to calm you d..down.” He stutters his face now a bright red.
He was just being nice. Just trying to help.
“Oh.” You say disappointment filling you. “I understand.” You shoot up quickly out of his embrace and you feel cold once again. You turn to walk away.
“y/n what? Wait!” Newt says standing up and following you.
He runs in front of you and stops you from going any further.
“What…Whats wrong?” He asks.
Tears are threatening once again but you won’t let them fall the last thing you want is to let him see you cry… twice.
“Its nothing. Nothing at all. I just thought it meant something to you. Maybe like it meant something to me. But it didn’t and thats fine.” You snap and turn to walk in the other direction. But you feel him grab your wrist and turn you around to face him.
“Newt let me…” All the sudden his lips are back on yours. You hesitate for a moment but then melt into his touch. His hands on either side of your face his thumbs stroking your skin. Your hands find the war to his hair and you twirl your fingers in it.
You feel your heart skip a beat and your stomach is doing flips but you’ve never felt happier in your entire life.
He pulls away and whispers against your lips. “I love you.”
This time your the one to pull his lips to yours. You kiss him again and never want this moment to end.
He pulls away and leans your forehead against his own.
“I didn’t just kiss you to calm you down. I was scared yes. But scared of losing you. I love you y/n and you were barely breathing. But it wasn’t just that I’ve always wanted to kiss you ever since the sixth grade I was just scared. Of your brother. Of you rejecting me…”
“You were scared of my brother?” You ask laughing tears of joy dripping down your face.
“I know its stupid.” Newt says laughing as well.
“I love you to Newt. So much.” He smiles at you and wraps his warm strong arms around you and spins you around.
“I love you Newt. I love you.” You repeat your head buried into his neck.
“I love you to y/n so much.” He kisses you one last time before taking your hand in his.
“Come on.” Together you walk hand and hand back to the school.
“Well look at this!” Thomas yells as he sees you.
“My best friend and my sister.” he says pretending to cry. “I’m so proud.” He runs up to you and you laugh hugging him close.
“Good job man.” You see Minho pat Newt on the back and he is beaming.
“Well look who is back. The big baby. I didn’t know you were gay Newt?” You turn to see Gally and his friends laughing at you. Once again he refers to you as a guy.
You didn’t look like a guy. Gally was just stupid and loved to say you and Thomas looked “exactly” alike, cause you were twins. Gally was an idiot, but… his words still hurt
“Gally shut up. How old are you?” Thomas says his arm wrapped around you.
“Look boys at the resemblance. She looks just like Thomas, you know with all the masculine features.” you look down ashamed.
Bang! You snap your head up to see Newt slamming Gally into a locker.
“Shut up you shank! Y/n is the most beautiful girl in this entire school your just jealous you couldn’t have her you ugly good for nothing shank. If you EVER say anything horrible like that to her again I will kill you! Good that?” He asks shoving him one last time.
A smile plays at your lips and Newt strides over to you placing his lips on your once again.
“Your beautiful never let anyone tell you otherwise. You hear me.” He says stroking your face.
“Yeah.” you beam kissing him again as Gally storm off.
“Enough with the kissing in front of me! She is my sister!” Thomas says pretending to gag and I laugh.
“Grow up little brother.” I smirk.
“Lit..Little! By one minute!” He yells.
You and Newt laugh.
“Come on love lets go for a drive yeah?” He asks his arms wrapped around your waist.
“Yeah.” You beam at him.
“Get it Y/n!” You turn to see Teresa and Sonya laughing and fangirling over you and Newt you blush and burry your face in Newts neck.
“Your so cute when your embarrassed.” Newt whispers into your ear and you smile against his skin.
“Come one love.” He kisses your lips once more before walking hand and hand with you out to his car.
Your not sure where he is taking you but you don’t care as long as your with him you know everything will be alright.
Hope you like it!! :) Thanks so much for requesting. If anyone else wants one just message me :)