THAT anon hate message

So, today is the 19th October 2014. Today is the day I officially received my first anonymous hate message. To be honest, I am not angry, I don’t think any less of myself because of what they called me, I still love this blog and this fandom.

But I am disappointed.

As fans of Marks we pride ourselves on the love and acceptance of others; regardless of race, religions, gender, sexuality ect. But then I get a hateful shitty message. I know I’m not the first, and I most defiantly won’t be the last. And thats what is so upsetting. That some people think its ok to send them. To think its ok to speak to people like that. That just because you hide behind anonymity means that the message doesn’t equal anything. News flash, it fucking does.

Heres a what if for you. What if I suffer from severe depression and anxiety and the only thing that makes me happy is this blog and the positivity that comes from it. I had thought about hurting myself but hadn’t, until today. Because someone sent me a message. So I hurt myself and this stopped. This all stopped.

I AM NOT going to hurt myself. But fucking think about what you are saying before you send it because another person might just do that.

Don’t like this blog? Unfollow and ignore. Don’t like me? Unfollow and ignore. or just talk to me! I’m not going to turf you out if you have honest reasons to not like something I have done. We can be adults and talk.

Don’t send anonymous hate. Just don’t fucking do it.

It doesn’t matter what fandom you are from, if any. It doesn’t matter how old you are. It doesn’t matter what you do for a living. It doesn’t matter. None of that matters. Plain and simple don’t tell someone they are ugly. Don’t tell someone they are a bitch. Don’t tell someone they are fat. Don’t tell someone to kill themselves. 

Don’t be an asshole

Thats all I’m going to say on it for now. And hopefully it will be all I ever have to say. I know that 99% of you reading this will agree with me, and support what I’m trying to say, so please don’t think this is an attack on you.

Its an attack on people who think its perfectly ok to belittle others for their own selfish gain.

We are Markipliers heroes. We are better than that.

Oosh out

anonymous said:

What would you think if someone did a roy/luigi short for you?/)w(\

((OOC: You guys sure Like Roy and Luigi! I actually got an ask on anon that I didn’t get to publish yet!

"(Can we just imagine though, Roy preparing to fight against the mario bros and just. Eyes luigi. zooms down and tosses him like a sac of potatoes over his shoulder. Bowser would murder him over banging mario, but luigi he doesn’t care as much. He’s gonna get the booty)

(Or I feel like it’d be rather cute with Luigi/Roy because big hunk of a koopa and then there is skinny/tall luigi but who is rather sweet, especially with species considered as ‘enemies’ like ghosts, shy guys, ect. And that I see him as at least bi/pan. He’d be the dork like, giving a teddybear or liking the ferris wheel. maybe meets roy on it since a certain koopa is using the height to ‘sight-see’.)”

Either way, I’d absolutely love it! I mean don’t push yourself to if you don’t wanna, but I’d love to see one! ;v;))

anonymous said:

Hey Janna in your bio it mentions you "enjoy making white boys cry", i interpret this to mean you like correcting them and explaining why they are wrong/offensive ect,not just literally making them cry. I was wondering why you specifically target whites as appose to any other group, and how this statement could possibly not be racist? (I'm using the Oxford dictionary definition of racism here and would appreciate if you did to) And more specifically why you target boys over any other genders?thx

*stares into camera like i’m on the office*

-janna

Just had an interesting sleep paralysis experience. Basically I had a similar experience a couple years ago and I knew I had to try to wake myself up so I tried to move my fingers and toes and I was trying the scream/shout for help, which worked about 10% of the time.

So most people apparently see and intruder in the room in this paralysis state, which in fact I did, I saw a woman at the foot of the bed with long black hair over and face, and a small child. Now, I don’t really believe in paranormal things, I don’t believe in an afterlife or anything like that, but it got me thinking about the possibility of there being same kind of plain of existence where souls/spirits/ect reside, right. Because I knew I was asleep somewhere. I knew I had to figure out a way to find out WHY this was happening so I could wake myself up. I knew I was me, but not the physical me, ya know. And while sleep paralysis is a terrifying experience, and believe me, it really fucking is, I dont scare easy and I was shitting myself. But it wasnt the ghostly characters that scared me, I was just scared I was gonna die before I could wake myself up.

Remeber that episode of son where Charlie had to save her mum in her fantasy world where she and dean where the heroes? It was kinda like that. Kinda cool now that I think about it.

Except now the aircon has just come on by itself and it hasnt been working for the past 4 days I’ve been in this hotel lol. It a fucking dial operated one too… hello? Ghosties?

okay i understand not liking catcalls/random compliments on the street/random sexual comments as a woman. it’s annoying. 
but when a dude is obviously trying to flirt or show he’s interested through like texting or being friendly by giving you a nice compliment, you don’t gotta go full tumblr feminist on him and tell him to shut up or tell him he’s problematic (as long as it isn’t sexual or too forward I guess.)
like when i flirt with guys I say something along the lines of “hey handsome ;^)” and if he told me to shut up or that I was being problematic id just say wtf and move on cuz he’s a dick
you never have to take a compliment but honestly pick your battles. you can ignore the person, bring up a new topic, say you aren’t interested politely, ect. unless he continues to harass you

anonymous said:

What are your thoughts on taxidermy? For example when they are put in museums and such?

it depends on the cause of the animals death. If the animal died of natural causes or was roadkill ect. then I don’t have a problem with it, even less so if the above unintentionally killed animal is being used for educational reasons. If the animal was killed for the sole purpose of taxidermy, then I have a problem with it.

As we get closer to con time I would like to take a moment to post a PSA to all first year Homestucks attending Youmacon:

PLEASE remember to seal your paint. This is very important. If you don’t seal your body paint you run the risk of smudging on yourself and other people and ruining costumes, furniture, bedding, ect. Please clean out tubs and sinks at hotels after you wash off and please remember not to fall asleep on the beds with your paint on.

Day 345

A thought just occurred to me while looking at one of your blogs. Yup, I like seeing who you guys are and it’s interesting, so I check each new followers blog out, it’s fun haha. So I was just looking through some and saw something that I’ve seen before, but didn’t really think about until recently.

At the top of your blog, it usually says a little bit about you. Sometimes it’s what you like, Harry Potter for example, or Marvel, theater, sports, you mention you’re in certain fandoms, ect. Sometimes it’s like a small bio, like it’s your name, age, gender, where you live. Just, kinda the stuff you are open to share, or what you want people to know when they look at your blog.

What I noticed is that a lot of you put “Type 1 Diabetic” up in the description. I mean, I have that on this blog. It’s actually the first thing in my description, but that’s because this is a blog for that. But I don’t really feel the need to do that on my personal blog. *gasp* yes I have a personal blog haha.

So for you, whether your blog is where you write out your deepest and most personal feelings, or whether it’s where you reblog cat and doctor who gifs, what have you put in your description and why?

There is no right or wrong answer here. I’m literally just curious! There is nothing wrong with telling people, or just identifying yourself as a person by saying “I’m a type 1 diabetic who lives in new jersey”. There is nothing wrong with that. I suspect some people do it because it’s just a huge part of you. It might be because you do blog about it a little bit, or you might blog about it a lot! Another reason could be because you want other type 1 diabetics to know that *hey! I’m just like you!!* and that’s awesome.

On my personal blog I don’t say it in my blog description because (and I’ve talked about this before, I apologize) I’m perfectly fine with people not knowing, and sometimes I just don’t like giving diabetes time in my life. I kind of like holding onto me just being…a human. I mean that’s kinda dumb, seeing as I am a T1D, like duh dude you got the disease there’s no running from that one. But I mean it more in the way as I like to just put it out of my mind whenever I can. Like me, as in who I am, is separate from this. Make any sense? Haha. Also, I have this blog to talk about diabetes whenever I need to. So there’s that too.

If I had to describe myself it’d be nerdy/sporty/passionate human. That’s me. I think I’d leave type 1 diabetic out because I really just don’t identify that with…who I am deep down. It’s weird saying that because obviously it’s a big part of me, but it’s not me as a whole. I think most of the reason I say that is because I’ve only been diabetic for 3 years now, and I am holding onto who I was, who who I think I am without it. Not that 3 years isn’t a long time, and not that I haven’t grown or learned anything from this, I most certainly have. My entire life has changed because of it!! I’m not ashamed to identify as a diabetic, that is so far from the truth if you think that about me. I just like to think that this thing is temporary. I’m temporarily diabetic. Like I am diabetic, but one day I will say I WAS diabetic. I guess…it’s just complicated, haha. I am type 1 diabetic, I’m just not one to come out and say that, or one to include that in my description of myself from one human to another. Again, there is absolutely nothing wrong with that! I think I used to have it in my personal blogs description. Honestly, I’m probably thinking way too much about it right now but I’m curious about what you guys think!

So yeah, what about you guys? Do you put it because it’s who you are, or you’ve had it so long it just feels natural, or maybe you put it just because? Or maybe you don’t put it because of what I said, or because of something totally different! What’s the reason you do or don’t put “Type 1” or “Type 2” diabetic in your blog description?

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My 5sos accent challenge :)

Intro:

  1. What is your name?
  2. Where are you from?
  3. What is your URL?
  4. What is your twitter name?
  5. Do you/have you ever written fanfiction/prefs/oneshots?
  6. Have you done fanart? Can you show us?
  7. Have you ever been noticed (tweet,follow ect) by the boys?
  8. Have you ever met them?

Pronunciation:

  1. Pronounce the following names:
  2. 5 Seconds of Summer
  3. 5sos
  4. Luke Hemmings
  5. Michael Clifford
  6. Ashton Irwin
  7. Calum Hood
  8. Liz Hemmings
  9. Mali-Koa Hood

Pronounce the following words:

  1. Jiggly Puff
  2. Derp
  3. Vegimite
  4. Thongs
  5. Keek
  6. Boobs
  7. Australia
  8. Chocolate milk
  9. Twitter
  10. Unicorns
  11. Pineapples
  12. Drums
  13. Guitars
  14. Bass Guitar
  15. Drumsticks
  16. Plectrums

Pronounce the following quotes:

  1. ‘Take me out of the oven cause I am so done’
  2. ‘Dammit this fucking nipple’
  3. ‘Why would I risk my own life to cross a road, it’s called common sense motherfucker I’m out.’
  4. ‘I want a puppy and I wanna name it poopy’
  5. ‘#FuckEvenMoreBitchesGetEvenMoreMoney
  6. ‘I don’t like people, I’m not a people person’

Pronounce the following bromances:

  1. Lashton
  2. Mashton
  3. Cashton
  4. Cake
  5. Malum
  6. Muke

Pronounce the following songs:

  1. She Looks So Perfect
  2. Disconnected
  3. Amnesia
  4. What I Like About You
  5. Lost Boy
  6. Eighteen
  7. Gotta Get Out
  8. Try Hard
  9. Wherever You Are
  10. Out of My Limit
  11. Voodoo Doll
  12. Heartache on the Big Screen
  13. Beside You
  14. Heartbreak Girl
  15. Teenage Dream
  16. Good Girls Are Bad Girls
  17. Pizza

General Questions:

  1. Who is your fave in 5 Seconds of Summer?
  2. What is your fave 5sos song?
  3. What was the first 5sos song you heard?
  4. What is your fave bromance?
  5. Have you ever seen them live? (If so, elaborate. [When/Where/How many times – if more then once])
  6. Kiss, date, fuck, marry
  7. If you could get a picture with only one band member, who would it be and why?
  8. If you could only meet one band member, who would it be and why?
  9. Do you have any merchandise?
  10. If you could have lessons from one band member on their instrument who would it be and why?

I have no friends so I’m gonna tag mutuals ok:

be-my-bae-ash cuntiss michael-you-liferuiner stubblymichael deadlymuke hollamikey bad-enough-for-ash cliffomikey puppylucas chill-michael

Don’t you dare let someone with a mental illness/disorder emotionally abuse you. Mental illnesses can enhance jealousy, mood swings, anger, clinginess, ect. but it’s all relatively treatable and controllable.
Never use mental illnesses as excuses for hurting/being hurt by people. NEVER. You are the reason some people allow themselves to be hurt by others because of an over amount of sympathy and guilt towards others’ illnesses. You are the reason some people with mental illnesses feel validated for their actions when they hurt people. You are the reason people don’t understand mental illnesses. And, in extreme cases, you are the reason people like Elliot Rodger get away with murder in the media if you will because “He couldn’t control it!”
Thank you for making people with mental disorders look like crazy freaks who can’t control their actions. Now the world will continue misunderstanding and mistreating people with said disorders.

my-selfish-love said:

just read that post about visual kei and lol i'm here thinking about all the jrockers from visual kei bands who are like 30-40 years old and look hella hot

Yasutaka Funakoshi (Designer of Alice Auaa) is 55 and he doesn’t look normcore at all lmfao
In Japan actually, the visual fashion isnt often even a thing if you’re younger than 18-20 bc schools often do not allow their students to dye their hair/have piercings ect among their uniform
When it comes to non japanese vkeis most of them start very young and of course they dont look very mature, nobody does in that age ( 13 maybe???) Neither did I.

People grow up, and styles grow up with them.
You are never too old for a fashion, because your style developes with you.
And if you stop following a fashion movement is has nothing to do with growing up -you stop when its actually not the right thing for you.

“The difference between childbirth and getting kicked in the nuts is you have 9months to prepare for that pain and you have some decision in the matter where getting kicked in the nuts is usually someone else’s decision and it comes out of nowhere. Also you don’t get any pleasure out of getting kicked in the nuts while pregnancy you got to have fun first. With the exception of many circumstances (surrogate, rape, virgin birth ect)”

out of all the ridiculous responses ive gotten on that post, this one really takes the cake.

anonymous said:

So, I came out about 4 months ago, but I haven't even began to start transitioning. I'd really like to get a therapist so I could get the hormone treatment, but I'm not sure how to go about that. Any suggestions?

Kaleb says:

Well first, try to find therapists in your area who deal with trans people. There are many sites that have directories of therapists, listing what they specialize in(http://therapists.psychologytoday.com is one). Try emailing or calling ones who seem good to you, maybe look up their names to see if anyone complains about them. When you call or email, ask a few questions, ask what their stance on trans people is, ask what sort of requirements they think are needed for being able to start hrt, ect. and when you’ve found someone you like, try to set up a first appointment!

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