I always cursed my own life. The anxiety, anger, and hatred I couldn't suppress. However, when I stopped to look at the sky... I realised just how small I am. There is an endless world spreading before me. The light pouring down and illuminating that small me. It was almost as if that light was a shower washing away my sins. I was happy to have been born for the first time. I must have been happy. At the very last... I finally managed to forgive myself. Goodbye, my beloved people.