A "friendship" ended.... (A rant)
Always a good start to the day to have someone send you lengthy messages about how they want to stop being around you (yet somehow still “be friends?”) because they need to “learn how to think of you as a person” (and not just a body). Then further elaboration…..despite the fact that you two were never dating nor was that an option… he goes into length about how your different lifestyle choices are a part of why he can’t be around you? OKAY. So….. he’s “sad” because I’m not a “traditional female,” this is brought up along with how when he noticed “how different we are” he thought we “might be better to go our different ways.” Then he says repeatedly how this is “not judgmental” and how he wants to still remain friends?!
FUCK THAT. Fuck putting things like I am the one who caused this? I am not a two-dimensional person, my life choices shouldn’t matter when I am NOT in any way trying to promote or force them on you. I am just living my life and we were occasionally watching a movie or going out to eat. I made it clear I am not interested in him, or in dating at all. The only confusion is in his own mind and his own self-professed lack of self control.
I. AM. SO. TIRED. OF. THIS. I don’t want every fucking man who talks to me to sit there and analyze how if I were different in this or that way then I would be the ideal woman for him. I’m not some damn doll to customize. This is not STEPFORD WIVES. I’m not some creature to pity because I’m not fitting your ideal of a woman. I am not an object to project all of your fantasies and desires upon. I am my own person. If you can’t hear what I’m saying, please just unfollow me now or stop talking to me in real life. Capeesh?