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“3 months, my beautiful girl…in one way, it feels we’ve just been dating a couple of weeks, time has flown with you. And in another way, it feels like we’re old souls who have a lifetime together. I make sure every morning or every night to send you a message to let you know im crazy about you, youre always on my mind, and youre the most important person in my life. But those messages do a pretty horrible job of expressing how I really feel. And this wont capture everything exactly, but it will be closer I think. I wake up every morning with you on my mind. I think “Yes! It wasnt just a dream, I AM dating the most perfect girl in the world!” And I go to sleep every night thinking about you and you even inhabit all of my dreams now. Really, I am some crazy kind of blessed to be with a girl who actually wants to teach me about women instead of having me be whipped. But really, I want my actions to match my words, and I really will do anything for you. I may not like it, no, but I WILL do it for you. Because you deserve everything you want, my love. Because youre the most stunning, caring, sweet, romantic, silly, cute, bubbly, feline, funny, nerdy, determined (that’s me saying “stubborn” nicely, but you know im all the more crazy for you because of it) outgoing, confident, wise, smart, insightful, comforting, bold, strong, beautiful, amazing, incredible and perfect girl in the entire universe. And we have our tense times. Times where we annoy and frustrate the hell out of each other. But those times are virtually nothing compared to how many times we are filled to the brim with happiness and thinking about each other. Because we have such a beautiful emotion connection that isnt based off any physical attachment, and intimacy is nice, but not necessary. And im always so blessed and fortunate just to have every cuddle-session, every kiss, every moment that im by your side. And really every moment ever. Because by your side or not, youre always on my mind, always the subject of “How did I get SO blessed to be dating her?” And I just want to do everything I can to show you how special you are, how much you mean to me, and how ABSOLUTELY PERFECT you are. And the future only holds better for us. Becoming even closer and stronger than we are now, learning from mistakes, and eventually finishing our incredibly strong bond with perfect, romantic sex. Be it on your 18th birthday, or our wedding night, whenever the moment is right. I miss you SO much. I want to feel your body against mine, your lips against mine, and to hold your hands for all of eternity. I mean, im glad to be texting you, im glad to be with you, even if not in person. But I also love the times where we can cuddle and kiss. And I will REALLY love when we can sleep together. When I can hold you tight and keep you safe from all night terrors, and kiss you on the cheek and forehead, and my arms dont feel empty and are holding the most precious being in all of existence. And when we wake up we stare into each others eyes, completely crazy for each other even with bedhead and morning breath. And share the kiss that says “That was the most perfect sleep I have ever experienced. And I never want to leave this bed, holding you in my arms.” Wow, I have put so much thought into this ideal moment. But as I thought this message didnt fully express how I feel about you. Really, words never will. The best way of expressing those feelings is through kissing. And later today, I think youll see what this message couldnt capture. Happy 3 months, my beautiful girl. Theyve been the BEST 3 months of my life.”
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So I read Will Grayson Will Grayson in like two days and it was amazing. John Green is just fantastic. Anyway, so I went on Facebook and typed in my name and friended a kid who lives near me with the same name as me and messaged him and was like, “We have the same name, so like yolo”
Would not be shocked if he doesn’t friend me back.
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i legit look forward to coming to lit everyday to see what weird stuff we'll do
Okay guys so this girl right here litterally makes my life. We sit across from each other in lit and make funny faces and do funny gestures to each other for the whole class without our teacher noticing. You should follow her cause I love her thus you should too! I love youuu<333 Ps- you got that one thing;)
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maliksgirl reblogged those5gayguys:
I remember when i hated uncle simon for being so mean on american idol, now i give him credit for my entire life
hey das me :’)
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somethingnextton0rmal reblogged njtone:
Gotta tell kgall that one tomorrow
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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY YOU GUYS
jk, no one cares.
I’m too busy partying with my friend.
But she’s taking a pee, so right now I’m writing this.
oh shit..
she’s back.
time to party again.
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No one will even read this or care.
I’ve been suffering from anxiety for so long and I’ve had enough of it. I can’t take this anymore. I just want to live and no worry about all these stupid little things. I want to feel good enough and like I’m worth something in life. I want to feel beautiful and be happy. No one really realize all my anxiety besides my family and few close friends. I cover everything up with a smile. I just want the smile to finally be real. I’m sick and tired of being like this. I just want someone to talk to. Who I can trust. Who won’t jude me. Who won’t hurt me. I just need someone.
