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today was such an amazing day! the weather was SOOO beautiful out and for like the first time ever i was EARLY to school!I woke up at 830 to finish my homework and was one of the few kids who did our lit and film homework, i finished my poetry chapter 1 this morning too so i handed it in early even though its due wed… (didn’t know about that) haha then d free mike austin roger and i went to the filling station and tested this new food place out - ITS SO YUMMY and CHEAP! <— which is key! i love ittt! Civics wasn’t as bad as usual and then afterschool i went to talk to the jacksons at tonys and we sat outside enjoying the sunshine. i was so happy i was just skipping everywhere then i went to the bank and depositedd mucho money! then went and met charlotte so she could get a sandwich and chatted with her and then saw matthew and mama at zumbachs and we went home and then matt and i went for a run through waveny which was so refreshing. we saw aubs running along the way! i love herrr! then i played frisbee and oh my gosh-

frisbee today was actually so much fun! there were like thirty kids playing and then dolly was taking pictures of everyone and it was just so funny! i had so much fun and it was all my favorite people! the award at the board of education meeting for our photo contest was so nice. mrs mcdonagh made such a good video of our work and the whole process and it was very fulfilling and now mama and i are on somewhat better terms. and katherine got her job at waveny so i am going to hand in my application tomorrow! i really hope i get the job! it would be SO SO SO SO much fun to work with her! AHH

tomorrow is going to be the best day ever! i have three frees! and katherine and i are going to go to waveny and journal and love life in the nice weather hopefully! and then we have younglife and ahh its just going to be such a glorious day!!! :)

The people I follow on tumbler are all beautiful people. I can see in the pictures you post, the things you choose to qoute, the words you write. But on my dash I see a wave of sadness, frustration, and struggles. I know because i do it too, I use tumblr as a place to vent and thats partially what its for, a place separate from real life where you can vent and talk and make friends with people who get you. But there are so many beautiful people dealing with eating disorders, or people dealing with self harm, to people just dealing with evil voices in there head telling them all of these negative untrue things about themselves. Its breaks my heart, because I know how you all feel. i’ve felt it too, and i still feel it all the time. I just want you all to know  that someone cares. Its true, a lot of people care, and God cares. I know not all of you believe in God, but He cares about you more than anything and wants you to be happy. I know this post isn’t very poetic or interesting. I just want you all to know the truth, that you really are loved, in case you were not sure.

I hear You say,
“My love is over. It’s underneath.
It’s inside. It’s in between.
The times you doubt Me, when you can’t feel.
The times that you question, ‘Is this for real? ‘
The times you’re broken.
The times that you mend.
The times that you hate Me, and the times that you bend.
Well, My love is over, it’s underneath.
It’s inside, it’s in between.
These times you’re healing, and when your heart breaks.
The times that you feel like you’re falling from grace.
The times you’re hurting.
The times that you heal.
The times you go hungry, and are tempted to steal.
The times of confusion, in chaos and pain.
I’m there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame.
I’m there through your heartache.
I’m there in the storm.
My love I will keep you, by My power alone.
I don’t care where you fall, where you have been.
I’ll never forsake you, My love never ends.
It never ends.”