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Being forever alone sucks, especially when everyone around you is all loved up and happy. Why can’t I have a cute romance for once?! Maybe my natural state is lonely and bitter and being anything else would disrupt the universe.

working full time as supervisor starts tomorrow, so goodbye social life. ha. wait. did i say social life? basically what i mean is goodbye sleeping in all morning. sob. at least i’ve got the weekend free for my birthday, hello cocktail garden party, you are looking pretty good right now.

So, I’ve been sat here trying to work out if I should write this blog, as there’s probably some people that won’t agree with my choices, but here goes..

Nick and I are seeing each other again, going on dates, meeting up, having sleepovers.
I’m really happy about it and we’re taking little steps to make sure that we’re being happy and healthy ourselves, plus not rushing.
Before we tried to fix each other, this doesn’t work.
What we realised is that we need to stand by each other and just be there to support the other person while they try and fix themself :)

A lots happened recently during the time we weren’t together, we both ended up finding affection in the wrong places, but now I feel that I’m back to where my heart really wants to be. And I love it there.

Who knows if it’s going to work, but in the last two months we have learnt A LOT.

He’s unofficially mine and im unofficially his and who knows how long it will be for or what it will turn into, but I can safely say that right now my heart is happy.