This made me cry … A lot . I miss you :/So this is my best friend. I call her guey. Where to start? Damn okay..So she’s been with me through some of the most difficult times in my life. I met her in 7th grade, Charcho’s class! She made us sit together and I member thinking “Damn, this girl looks like a total bitch!” Then we started talking and BAM! We instantly clicked! Idk what it was about her but I trusted her so easily. I think the fact that she trusted me so quickly and she let me in on her feelings made it easy for us to trust eachother so fast. We began to do everything together and we always talked, we never ran out of things to say. As a matter of fact, to this day we always talk for days. Put us together and we won’t shut up! haha. She always made everyday so fun. I member we had to do a project on a planet and the teacher gave us Uranus(She hated us) so we thought, Hey let’s make everything on here sexual! Haha, everything was code for something sexual and omg we had so much fun doing it…maybe too much fun o_O haha, oh man. She’s helped me with so much, it’s crazy to think back on everything. I was a dama for her quince which was super intense! We have our lesbian moments. Like when I dressed all girly and she dressed like a dude, everyone thought we were together so we thought we’d mess with everyone(; we went to the beach together, it was her first time, and omg so much fun! There was a creepy ass dude who was following us and we were hella panicking! Member guey, we were looking for places in the arcade to hide, haha we’re so dumb omg -___- We have a lot in common but then again we’re completely different. We’re both the same shoe size! We never even share our shoes though. She’s rich so she has like a bajillion while I have like a couple pairs haha. High school with her hasn’t been what I thought it would be. Freshman year was probably the worst, our friendship was shakey..it was almost gone actually..but luckily things were fixed and sophomore year was better. We hung out a lot of summer and she would mission with me to taco bell so I could see my bf! Then junior year was weird. We had 2 classes together so we were closer but at the same time distant..She’s jealous of my boyfriend..she feels replaced and it hurts me that she feels that. She is no where near replaced. Guey, I wanted to apologize for neglecting you. You have a job, a bf now, and you were hella concerned with school and I guess I tried to keep my distance so I wouldn’t smother you with my problems. But please know that you’ll never be replaced..ever..<3 I love you so much, I honestly don’t know how I would have managed to go through my personal problems, guy problems, clothes problems, any problems without you by my side these past years. Imagine how we would be if we met like in elementary school! OMG the thought of that is scary..actually good thing we met middle school cus god knows what dumb things we would have done if we met eachother before..;D AYYEEE! Again..I’m truly so sorry for hurting you like that..blah, just started crying. The fact that I hurt you, my best friend, automatically makes me cry. Fuck. I’ll make it up to you, I don’t know how but I promise you I will. I want you to know that the love for you and Kane is compatible but not the same. I’m in love with Kane, you know that..you’ve helped me realize that I needed to fight for him and I want to thank you for that. he’s my love and you’re a big reason of us being together now. My love toward you is because you’re like my sister..I can talk to you about school, nasty stuff(if you know what I mean(; ) family problems, even thoughts that no one knows about. I love you, guey. I don’t know if you understand what I’m trying to say cus I can’t really think straight but I hope you can forgive me. Just know that you’ll never be replaced..I love you..I’m sorry
